My spiritual journey, from the inside out!

Fringe

2009-02-12T20:26:00.001-08:00

Fringe is this awesome new show about science. Don't run away yet... Basically all these crazy things happen and it all stems from science. The events that happen through out the show are amazing or mind blowing and yet they are experiments and mad science, all is possible and reality is no longer set, it is expanded and believable at the same time.

See link below... you will get hooked!

http://www.hulu.com/watch/53506/fringe-bound#s-p1-so-i0

My Theme in Life

2008-09-16T16:56:00.001-07:00

"The best and most beautiful things cannot be seen or touched, they must be felt from the heart!"

Risks

2008-07-28T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hmm, I haven’t been taking any risks lately. I’ve gotten comfortable, wayy to comfortable! I think it is now time to push myself and my boundaries! Wish me luck : )

Can't contain it!

2008-07-07T21:02:00.000-07:00

I feel like I am about to explode with love, adventure, excitement and I just can't contain it any further! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just can't explain it, my soul, my being feels captivated.

Summer Living

2008-06-11T12:33:00.001-07:00

I have to say I enjoy the smell of summer. It has an invigorating smell that can keep me up for days. I love it! Announcement! herey herey (not sure how to spell that hehehe whateva) friends of mine, we must go out and wander these streets of Chicago. Come join me to create some lasting summer memories.

I will be out and about until fall. YEayahhh : )

Tests

2008-05-14T11:28:00.000-07:00

It seems like the huge, tear you apart tests for me are over, or at least it seems. Here has emerged a whole new woman, completely and utterly detached. It’s funny how detached a person can get but still question the world. I’m about to get a tad personal so brace yourselves. I’ve always questioned my relationships and when I say relationships I mean it in every sense of the word. For example, friend relationships for me have always felt like they should be a freeing experience, that can let you say and do what you pleased without judgments. I feel like that’s how it always should be, with this in mind I realized I really don’t have space for people who don’t give me that. So for those of you that just let me run free I hope I do the same for you!

Love, love and more love! : )

I've been bitten

2008-03-29T09:08:00.000-07:00

By the travel bug! I'm sooo excited and I just can't hide it. : )

There are three reasons why I'm about to get my travel on; one > tickets on Southwest are super cheap, two I love my friends and keep getting invited to visit and have yet to do so. Three, I am getting some vacation days soon and have been invited to soo many awesome cities in the U.S.of A. I booked one ticket to Portland, Oregon and Arizona is next, where my best friend awaits and then Texas here I come!

Maysoon is coming to a city near you, yeaaa yeahhhhh!

Its all relative

2008-03-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

To all the people in my life that only offer me love and peace and nothing else, thank you. It seems as though I really don’t have any room for anything else right now. This is probably the reason why I get so happy around many of you. YOU offer me a life with no judgments, with an acceptance that makes me feel so at home. I’m really tired of the feeling of not being good enough. This feeling usually comes around people that try to hold me up to some standard they live by and I'm sorry but more likely than not I probably have no need or want to be that standard.

Oh world, I love you and try to offer you nothing else but love and peace and only hope for that in return.

I've wanted this for a long time

2008-03-06T01:17:00.000-08:00

I've envisioned how it would feel, what it would look like and then bammm I don't want it anymore.

So now what?

On another note. I recently have been thinking about becoming a comedian. Ok maybe not a real one but maybe a random one at parties with friends. : ) My life is the epitome of funny. Really, here step into my life. I grew up Muslim with the whole idea of chastity and then here comes my personality. I'm a guy trapped in a sexy woman's body. Ohhh yeahhh! hahahaha What was God thinking? I would elaborate on this but for those of you who know me, you know! hahahahaha

There's something about...children

2008-03-01T08:20:00.000-08:00

Lately I've been spending more time with my niece and nephews. Yeah I know interesting hahaha. It's actually a good time. There's something that happens to me when a child says they love me. When I visit my niece she always asks "Maysoon do you love me" in an adorable child's voice. My heart just melts when I hear that. Its just the cutest thing in the world. The funniest thing of it all is that little girl has me wrapped around her finger, yeah me wrapped around somebody's finger let alone a child's hahahahahaha. I still say it ain't never gonna happen hahahahaha lol That's my story and I'm sticking to it!

SCORE!

2008-02-22T22:18:00.000-08:00

Have you ever heard of these film music composers Hans Zimmer, Danny Elfman and James Horner?

If you haven't you definitely need to check them out! Oh my my, they made and when I say made oh I mean it! They made the music scores for many of my all time favorite films. Drum roll please the amazing films are... Edward Scissorhands, Braveheart, Titanic, Willow, Cacoon, field of dreams, The Simpsons, Batman, Corpse bride, Casper and everything else!

The all time best is Favorite Piano by James Horner, it was in Casper in the sad scene!

2008-02-12T19:01:00.000-08:00

I enjoyed this film. Juno is spunky and the soundtrack is so much fun! Watch, listen, enjoy!

Thee Bowler House

2008-01-18T19:52:00.000-08:00

I've taken some of these photos from Lau : )

I've been missing my old roomies at the bowler lately. We had sooo much fun together. It was the perfect mix of 4 girls, I have to say. We were all extremely busy but yet had time for each other. I do miss the bowler but this doesn't at all mean I'm feeling sad just a bit nostalgic thats all. I'm still good friends with all of these women and my my are they freaking amazing. I only know this because I know quite a good mix of people in my life and these women in the bowler are beyond words.

Lauren, Chineze and Sholeh are genuine, do things from the bottom of their hearts and also really tell you the truth! These girls are real man hahaha totally sounded like a stoner here! : )

Here are some of the greatest moments captured! The PARK IS CLOSED! (ask me about this its soo funny) Girls night out, 4th of July, Sho's bday, Greenlake, Wisconsin (the good Greenlake trip) cuz there was a, nevermind, one of the best days eva, red carpet party and finally an art gallery show, AKA GOOD TIMES

Happiness

2008-01-11T20:20:00.000-08:00

Recently I was lucky enough to watch a 20/20 special on happiness and the world's happiest countries. What makes us happy? I can tell you what makes me happy! As much as I wouldn't want to admit it, it's community. I love people, especially good people. Traveling, I want to travel the world, seeing the world mentalities and beauty. Financial stability, where I don't have to work but its an option : ). I love helping people realize their beauty, especially when they forget. Music, heart throbbing, soul shaking, body erupting!(Ohhh yeahh)

Basically I'm happy, I would love to travel more but that's one I'm working on ; ) hehehe

What makes you happy? : ) : ) : ) Teeheee

Below is the happiest countries in the world based on 20/20.

SED Conference

2007-12-28T14:08:00.000-08:00

I just finished up a conference/vacation that was filled with so many things, spirituality, love, fun, education, risks, adventures, the list can really go on forever.

HIGHLIGHTS:

Met Atoosa the love of my life, fell in love with her in minutes literally, kid you not!

Workshop on abuse and violence toward women and in the process we did an exercise called fishbowl, where there were two circles an inner circle made of all men and the outer circle all women. We basically learned what men want and what they want women to know. It was very informative. I also learned that women and men are alike emotionally and other than the fact that men are supposed to be a certain way (manly/not emotional), they feel exactly what we feel, react the same way women react (internally).

Possible death ~ I felt like I was almost going to die. I was riding my bike after Atoosa and George and all of a sudden they disappeared. The path became tight, shoulder to shoulder, with branches attacking me on both sides and grass/vegetation that was so high. I barely had enough room to bike properly. We were in a wildlife sanctuary, live alligators everywhere! I kept hearing them jump into the water. I prayed so hard that I wouldn't ride straight into or in front of an alligator. I don't think I have ever been this scared in my whole entire life!

This was after my treacherous bike ride! I can ride my bike fo evaa but it was treachorous because of the alligators all around.

Adventures ~ Canoe's tipping over with vicious snapping turtles and other frightening animals around and a cop pulling us over and requesting to strip search hahaha. He was kidding and hey I had to respond with " I have been known to be sexy" hahaha you should of saw his face. It was hilarious. I think he wanted some May May after that hahahahahahaha! So after my response we drove away with doing a least three things against the law, packing the car with a lot of people, not wearing our seat belts and parking illegally, all while waving by to the Po Po! lol

Luchadore outfits ~ We all sported Mexican wrestler masks. It was hilarious and super fun. The picture below exemplifies that!

Relaxed, I don't think I ever felt this relaxed, like I did in FLORIDA! JACUZZI!

Beautiful weather 70 Degrees and above!

30 Good Minutes

2007-12-16T11:12:00.000-08:00

30 Good Minutes is a show on PBS. I adore this show right now because it encompasses all that religion should be. Accepting of all faiths and basking in our similarities and focuses on peace and love. This show truly makes me happy. Please take a look at the link below if you have a chance. I was having an awful day a few months back and I put on channel 11 and I swear it felt like that show was focused on exactly what I was going through and it made me smile and suck it up. I'm sure it would do the same for you.

Please check it out, it's AWESOME! : )

Home Page
www.csec.org/

Short Videos from almost every faith on Spiritual Journeys. BEAUTIFUL, makes the heart happy!
http://www.csec.org/short_video.htm

I’m thankful for…YOU!

2007-11-23T10:40:00.000-08:00

This holiday has been quite a thankful one. I have people in my life that make me sooo happy! So, I thought I should tell you guys why or simply acknowledge what I like about you. This is in no particular order.

Chineze
She has a laugh that can brighten up any room and make everyone smile.

Lauren
She brings awesome collaboration and creativity to everyday life. I love it!

Ingrid
She is one of those people you bare your soul to.

Mike
He is a new friend who always makes me smile.

Stephanie
Her spirituality and nonjudgmental attitude makes me strive to be a better person.

Ravi
He is soooo spiritual and loving and such a kind soul. I love him : ).

Jeremiah
He is sooo much fun, I can let my self-expression run free when I am around him.

This list can really go on forever because I love so many of you soo much. and yes I know this is cheesy but I had to do it!

Taking Risks

2007-11-22T10:52:00.000-08:00

Lately I've been taking some interesting risks! There are still more decisions to be made and more risks to take on, especially this coming year! I'm really excited about it actually, a little scared but mostly excited. You know the areas that I'm talking about, career/job. That seems to be the scariest place to take risks because of security. I really like security, knowing that I am going to have a check next week but lately I've been a tad bored. Don't get me wrong here my job is very interesting but after you get to a place where you learned the maximum you start to get bored. I get to do some cool and interesting things like work hand and hand with the Presidents Office and view and report major bodily injury incidents but after a while it gets old. I realized I need to move on, take a risk, work for a company that rocks my face off. lol

I'm sure you've all been through this terrifying time where it's time to make a decision but you are soooo comfortable where you are and that somewhere else is unfamiliar territory. I know scary! : ) I have to make this big decision but I want to make sure I am ready before I make the big and ground shaking life change.

Love and prayer is always accepted here : )

LOVE!

PRAYER! AAAAAHHHHH now didn't that feel good : )

Skirt that turns into a coke machine!

2007-11-16T20:09:00.001-08:00

A Japanese designer came up with turning a skirt into a coke machine to ward off possible attackers. This skirt cost a big 400 lbs. Well in Japan vending machines are on every corner, so I can see the practicality in it. But unfortunately if you turn into a coke machine you probably will get more likely to be attacked lol.
Although this is a cute idea I can't imagine it 1. working and 2. me paying around $800 USD for it! What do you guys think? Do you think this can actually protect you from possible assailants!

New and shiny blog

2007-10-06T20:27:00.000-07:00

My first post. I'd like to start by acknowledging how grateful I am for the strong amazing women I am around that make me sooo happy. You know who you are!

Secondly, even though at times I resented the life lessons that I learned. I am now very appreciative that I even had to go through them. I learned a lot!

Last thing, I went to a seminar last weekend and learned Subconscious Attraction Technique and afterward I was able to help my mom move her arm with this technique, she hasn't moved it for 4 years mind you! Now she has almost perfect use of her arm!!! I'M SOO HAPPY ABOUT THAT!

Yayyy for helping people/family!!! YOU MIGHT BE NEXT! hehehehehehehe