Can't contain it!

I feel like I am about to explode with love, adventure, excitement and I just can't contain it any further! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just can't explain it, my soul, my being feels captivated.

Summer Living

I have to say I enjoy the smell of summer. It has an invigorating smell that can keep me up for days. I love it! Announcement! herey herey (not sure how to spell that hehehe whateva) friends of mine, we must go out and wander these streets of Chicago. Come join me to create some lasting summer memories.

I will be out and about until fall. YEayahhh : )

Tests

It seems like the huge, tear you apart tests for me are over, or at least it seems. Here has emerged a whole new woman, completely and utterly detached. It’s funny how detached a person can get but still question the world. I’m about to get a tad personal so brace yourselves. I’ve always questioned my relationships and when I say relationships I mean it in every sense of the word. For example, friend relationships for me have always felt like they should be a freeing experience, that can let you say and do what you pleased without judgments. I feel like that’s how it always should be, with this in mind I realized I really don’t have space for people who don’t give me that. So for those of you that just let me run free I hope I do the same for you!

Love, love and more love! : )

I've been bitten

By the travel bug! I'm sooo excited and I just can't hide it. : )

There are three reasons why I'm about to get my travel on; one > tickets on Southwest are super cheap, two I love my friends and keep getting invited to visit and have yet to do so. Three, I am getting some vacation days soon and have been invited to soo many awesome cities in the U.S.of A. I booked one ticket to Portland, Oregon and Arizona is next, where my best friend awaits and then Texas here I come!


Maysoon is coming to a city near you, yeaaa yeahhhhh!

Its all relative

To all the people in my life that only offer me love and peace and nothing else, thank you. It seems as though I really don’t have any room for anything else right now. This is probably the reason why I get so happy around many of you. YOU offer me a life with no judgments, with an acceptance that makes me feel so at home. I’m really tired of the feeling of not being good enough. This feeling usually comes around people that try to hold me up to some standard they live by and I'm sorry but more likely than not I probably have no need or want to be that standard.

Oh world, I love you and try to offer you nothing else but love and peace and only hope for that in return.

I've wanted this for a long time

I've envisioned how it would feel, what it would look like and then bammm I don't want it anymore.

So now what?

On another note. I recently have been thinking about becoming a comedian. Ok maybe not a real one but maybe a random one at parties with friends. : ) My life is the epitome of funny. Really, here step into my life. I grew up Muslim with the whole idea of chastity and then here comes my personality. I'm a guy trapped in a sexy woman's body. Ohhh yeahhh! hahahaha What was God thinking? I would elaborate on this but for those of you who know me, you know! hahahahaha

There's something about...children

Lately I've been spending more time with my niece and nephews. Yeah I know interesting hahaha. It's actually a good time. There's something that happens to me when a child says they love me. When I visit my niece she always asks "Maysoon do you love me" in an adorable child's voice. My heart just melts when I hear that. Its just the cutest thing in the world. The funniest thing of it all is that little girl has me wrapped around her finger, yeah me wrapped around somebody's finger let alone a child's hahahahahaha. I still say it ain't never gonna happen hahahahaha lol That's my story and I'm sticking to it!