Its all relative

To all the people in my life that only offer me love and peace and nothing else, thank you. It seems as though I really don’t have any room for anything else right now. This is probably the reason why I get so happy around many of you. YOU offer me a life with no judgments, with an acceptance that makes me feel so at home. I’m really tired of the feeling of not being good enough. This feeling usually comes around people that try to hold me up to some standard they live by and I'm sorry but more likely than not I probably have no need or want to be that standard.

Oh world, I love you and try to offer you nothing else but love and peace and only hope for that in return.

I've wanted this for a long time

I've envisioned how it would feel, what it would look like and then bammm I don't want it anymore.

So now what?

On another note. I recently have been thinking about becoming a comedian. Ok maybe not a real one but maybe a random one at parties with friends. : ) My life is the epitome of funny. Really, here step into my life. I grew up Muslim with the whole idea of chastity and then here comes my personality. I'm a guy trapped in a sexy woman's body. Ohhh yeahhh! hahahaha What was God thinking? I would elaborate on this but for those of you who know me, you know! hahahahaha

There's something about...children

Lately I've been spending more time with my niece and nephews. Yeah I know interesting hahaha. It's actually a good time. There's something that happens to me when a child says they love me. When I visit my niece she always asks "Maysoon do you love me" in an adorable child's voice. My heart just melts when I hear that. Its just the cutest thing in the world. The funniest thing of it all is that little girl has me wrapped around her finger, yeah me wrapped around somebody's finger let alone a child's hahahahahaha. I still say it ain't never gonna happen hahahahaha lol That's my story and I'm sticking to it!

SCORE!

Have you ever heard of these film music composers Hans Zimmer, Danny Elfman and James Horner?

If you haven't you definitely need to check them out! Oh my my, they made and when I say made oh I mean it! They made the music scores for many of my all time favorite films. Drum roll please the amazing films are... Edward Scissorhands, Braveheart, Titanic, Willow, Cacoon, field of dreams, The Simpsons, Batman, Corpse bride, Casper and everything else!

The all time best is Favorite Piano by James Horner, it was in Casper in the sad scene!

I enjoyed this film. Juno is spunky and the soundtrack is so much fun! Watch, listen, enjoy!

Thee Bowler House

I've taken some of these photos from Lau : )

I've been missing my old roomies at the bowler lately. We had sooo much fun together. It was the perfect mix of 4 girls, I have to say. We were all extremely busy but yet had time for each other. I do miss the bowler but this doesn't at all mean I'm feeling sad just a bit nostalgic thats all. I'm still good friends with all of these women and my my are they freaking amazing. I only know this because I know quite a good mix of people in my life and these women in the bowler are beyond words.

Lauren, Chineze and Sholeh are genuine, do things from the bottom of their hearts and also really tell you the truth! These girls are real man hahaha totally sounded like a stoner here! : )

Here are some of the greatest moments captured! The PARK IS CLOSED! (ask me about this its soo funny) Girls night out, 4th of July, Sho's bday, Greenlake, Wisconsin (the good Greenlake trip) cuz there was a, nevermind, one of the best days eva, red carpet party and finally an art gallery show, AKA GOOD TIMES

Happiness

Recently I was lucky enough to watch a 20/20 special on happiness and the world's happiest countries. What makes us happy? I can tell you what makes me happy! As much as I wouldn't want to admit it, it's community. I love people, especially good people. Traveling, I want to travel the world, seeing the world mentalities and beauty. Financial stability, where I don't have to work but its an option : ). I love helping people realize their beauty, especially when they forget. Music, heart throbbing, soul shaking, body erupting!(Ohhh yeahh)

Basically I'm happy, I would love to travel more but that's one I'm working on ; ) hehehe

What makes you happy? : ) : ) : ) Teeheee

Below is the happiest countries in the world based on 20/20.